Remember That Baby From Three Men and a Baby?

I remember watching Three Men and a Baby when it came out in 1987.  I was 13 years old. It was right up there for me that year along with Dirty Dancing, Labamba, Throw Mama from the Train and Teen Wolf Too!  Awww, those were the good ol’ days, weren’t they?  For people of a certain age, it feels like the 80’s were just a heartbeat away (I am sooo dating myself in this post 🤣).

The story couldn’t have been simpler, three bachelors Peter (Tom Selleck), Jack (Ted Dansen) and Michael (Steve Guttenberg) share a New York City apartment that is a revolving door of gorgeous women; one-night-stands who come and go with the regularity of a traffic light until one morning their lives are turned upside down by the arrival of the one woman who won’t be leaving in the morning – a precious ten month old girl named Mary.

The film was the most commercially successful hit of that year, surpassing Fatal Attraction and eventually grossing $167 million in the US. The film won the 1988 People’s Choice Award for Favorite Comedy Motion Picture. For context, it made almost as much money as Lethal Weapon, Predator and Robocop in that year combined.

Baby Mary wasn’t actually played by one girl, she was played by twin sisters Lisa Blair and Michelle Blair Ontonovich from Kitchener, Ontario – my hometown. When they starred in the Hollywood blockbuster, Lisa and Michelle were just 4-5 months old and took turns playing baby Mary Bennington.

Being one of my fave movies of ‘back in the day’ imagine my surprise when someone at work told me that the ‘baby’ from Three Men and a Baby was working with us.  I was like “isn’t she a little young to be working here?”  Not immediately remembering that they would have aged as I did 😂

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Baby Michelle on the left and baby Lisa on the right

Michelle and I have been working together for 5 years, we both work at the same insurance company, in different role, which is how we became friends.

Not wanting to invade her past, I didn’t ask her too much about the movie, what she remembers from it (if anything) and what her experience has been since then.  But, earlier this week I was struggling at home for my next ‘topic’ to blog about and Michelle popped in my head – I mean it could also have been that I had just seen her at work a few hours earlier lol.  I asked her if we could hang out one night this weekend and talk a little bit about her 5 minutes of fame, as always, she was agreeable, cause she’s a doll!

Ironically, colleagues tell us we look alike. We both have long jet back hair.  We both wear mostly black clothes and have similar body types – although I say Michelle is younger and much prettier 😉

In 2017, Three Men and a Baby celebrated its 30 Year Anniversary!  I feel fortunate that Michelle has agreed to chat with me specifically about this, because everything I’ve seen online all repeat the same story over and over again. That, and their appearance on The Today Show in 2014 who did a program called Where Are They Now?

Video above:  On The Tonight Show with Jimy Fallon, Tom Selleck discusses the 30th anniversary of Three Men and a Baby, how he got that pee stain on the movie poster —- yes, baby Lisa did in fact pee on Tom during Annie Leibovitz‘s photo shoot for the movie cover. 

In order to prep for today’s chat, I re-watched the movie, admittedly I did look at it differently this time around knowing my friend was in it.

While sitting on my couch in our comfy sweats, she tells me that while off on mat leave, their mom, Geriann, was bored at home looking for something to do to pass the time – when she heard from a friend that there was a casting call in Toronto seeking twin baby girls between the ages of 3 and 6 months for what she thought was a “scene” in a movie.   After their audition with Director, Leorard Nemoy (aka Spock), Geriann received a phone call informing them that the Blair twins were to star as Mary in the movie Three Men and a Baby.

Filming was shot on location in New York City with a few scenes being shot in Toronto – between the months of March and the end of August. While most of the exterior shots were shot in New York and on a soundstage, I was able to pick out some scenes that were identifiably Toronto — the swimming pool scene is actually the one at the John Innes Community Centre, I can see a shot of the exterior of The Royal Alexandra Theatre. In one scene I can see the old Canada Trust logo on a neighbouring tower, and this one I couldn’t immediately point out – but was able to with the help of some online research — Tom Selleck’s character is an architect, so there are a few visits to this construction site,  which was actually the future Scotia Plaza.

Hired nurses were on set to assist with caring for the twins (one of them in the the photo above).  In the stack of photos she and I go through as she reminisces – there are pics of them in the pool – she tells me that she and her sister had to take “swimming lessons” for the scene where the men take their daughter for a dip.

After filming wrapped and the movie was preparing to open at the box office, a week was spent with family in L.A. for press interviews as well as the premiere which Geriann and her then husband attended (Lisa and Michelle’s dad).

Being only 5-10 months old during shooting, it’s understandable that Michelle remembers only what she’s heard passed down from family about their experiences while being on set with Ted, Tom and Steve.

As she grew up she tells me that the attention from the film as a bit overwhelming.  As she transitioned into adolescence she recalls it being cool that people would ask her questions about the experience – but admits the questions only came after people were told about her being in the movie – which totally makes sense  – you’d never in a million years guess that she would have played that role (10 months to 15 years is a pretty big gap! )

I asked her if she feels any different having been in a HIT movie – she answers “no”, other than an annual residual cheque she says that “I live pretty much a normal life”.  Which I can testify to – it took us a month just to be able to arrange for this time to sit down for a few moments (outside of work) and talk — and even then the loving mother of two (5 and 3) had to get home to her hubby, Ryan whom she married in 2010.  I love that about Michelle, she’s the kindest, sweetest soul and she makes me laugh – plus we both love our beer.  At work we count on her to help us with the administration of our claims and I always look forward to her daily drops by my desk to say “hi  “and chat about nothing for a few moments, or borrow a tea bag (ahem – I think you owe me a whole box by now 😉). Insofar as career aspirations, she enjoys working in the insurance industry (which she has done since the age of 18) and plans to continue working in that field, maybe in a different role at some point.


Michelle & I and a little Snapchat fun

The sequel, Three Men and a Little Lady was released 3 years later in 1990  – critical reaction to the film was mostly mixed to negative. The film only grossed US$71.6 million. A far cry to its original movie.

With that being said, I am posting this blog shortly and will see Michelle at work tomorrow.

Do any of you know of any friends and/or family members who have starred in or have been in a movie scene or commercial?

Part 2: When Loving an Addict Makes You CRAZY!

I published Part 1/2 of this series a few days ago.  Thank you for taking in an interest in the story of my personal journey on loving an addict.  Writing this series is a form of healing for me and is also very cathartic.  I hope that in sharing my pain  I can help someone else whose gone/going through it or an addict who doesn’t truly understand the impact and extent of the hurt they are causing their loved ones.

I’ve talked about addiction, the lies, the manipulation, the hurt, the impact – what next?  How about I skip forward to recovery and the process and the fall out impact on the people who love you/them?

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Addict, Get Help … We’re Not ALL Wrong!

The ONE thing that IS certain in this shit show is that that an addict needs to WANT to change their situation – on their own.  No amount of talking, begging, pleading, negotiating, arguing, coddling, interventions or tough love is going to change this – it will only change when THEY want it to change – when they have hit their proverbial “rock bottom”.  That looks different for everyone I imagine, what may be someone’s bottom, may not be someone else’s.  Or some may need to hit “bottom” more than once to finally wake the hell up!  Getting to that point is a real struggle and isn’t always successful.

What Have You Done?

Ok addict, now, lets talk a bit about how your addiction has impacted those closest to you – those who love you, care for you … your significant other, children, parents and friends.

Addicts lie and they are good at it. It’s scary to watch an addict lie right to your face, so convincingly, that you start to believe them, so much so that we question our own perception of the situation.  And then, after a while, shit doesn’t mesh and we realize they are not being truthful and call them out on it.  It’s a constant, daily, emotionally draining battle that we will never win.

When your euphoric state has worn off – we are left with mood swings which as you can imagine have a devastating effect on the people living with an addict. We never know from one moment to the next where they stand – I was always staying to myself “Hello are you Dr. Jekyll today, or Mr. Hyde”?

Your addiction has become the most fucked up obsession. Your thinking and behaviour revolves completely around your addiction: when you’ll be able to take it/drink, how you’ll feel when they get your next fix/next drink.

I would often ask myself “why do addicts treat their loved ones this way?” Logically I know why- they are not in control of their behaviours when they are drunk/high – but a lot of it occurs when they are not drunk/high because they are so fixated on their next “fix or drink”.  I drew the conclusion that it’s also because they don’t care if they hurt themselves. And if they don’t care that they hurt themselves, then why would they care about hurting those they love?

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I remember when I went to see Tony Robbins a bit ago, he was talking about relationships – and how two people affect one another.  He was talking about if you’re both feeling low – you’re both gonna live a low quality life.  If you’re both living good quality lives – chances are you’re both gonna flourish and live higher quality lives.  But, what about the relationships where there’s one who is high and one who is low?  Ding, ding, ding – this was ME — usually the person who is high – gets brought down to the person whose level is low (and not vice versa not matter how hard the person tries) and that started happening to me – I was feeling sad, depressed, angry, resentful.   I ate poorly, cried all of the time, was feeling tired, had anxiety, felt like I was walking on eggshells and frankly I was emotionally spent.  In both instances, I was starting to withdraw, to not talk to people and I LIED to everyone around me – because I couldn’t admit that the person I loved was an addict and I was in a constant battle every day and night.  Their addiction was taking its toll on me, my wellbeing and my life.  The daily reality for co-addicts is centered on fear, sadness, pain, and worry.

Thankfully, what these years of experience have shown me is that IF the addict in your life chooses to get help, they can change and become even better people than they were.  I’ve seen it first hand on a few separate occasions.

Please take a moment to watch the Ted Talk below.  Its really powerful and interesting!

Addict, you were never created to live depressed, defeated, guilty, condemned, ashamed or unworthy. You were create to be victorious!

Namaste and thank you for reading my journey.

TED – Published on Jul 9, 2015

What really causes addiction — to everything from cocaine to smart-phones? And how can we overcome it? Johann Hari has seen our current methods fail firsthand, as he has watched loved ones struggle to manage their addictions. He started to wonder why we treat addicts the way we do — and if there might be a better way. As he shares in this deeply personal talk, his questions took him around the world, and unearthed some surprising and hopeful ways of thinking about an age-old problem. TEDTalks is a daily video podcast of the best talks and performances from the TED Conference, where the world’s leading thinkers and doers give the talk of their lives in 18 minutes (or less). Look for talks on Technology, Entertainment and Design — plus science, business, global issues, the arts and much more.

Part 1: When Loving an Addict Makes You CRAZY!

I’m not an addict.  But, I’ve loved one! 

I’ve been sitting on this post since I wrote it 14 months ago.  I hummed and I hawed on whether or not to post it.  It reveals a vulnerable side of my life, one of which I tried to hide for many many years,  On the other hand, with the personal development work I’ve been doing lately, I decided to own it. I was hesitant to post it because I felt it showed me as weak, rather than someone who was loving and supportive and was ‘trying’.

I’ve only had two serious relationships in my life and the irony is that BOTH have been addicted.  I came quickly to realize – different type of addiction, different person – same scenario, same lies and same excuses.  I’ve heard them all.

My hope by publishing this post, is that if I can reach one person – who’s going through it, or one addict who is on the fence and it sparks something within them to want to change their circumstance, situation and journey to an improved life, then it was well worth it.

When an important person in your life is struggling with an abuse or addiction, it can be just about as hard on you as it is on them, if not worse.  You’re the one at the other end, emotionally dealing with their master manipulation, lies and excuses.  You’re the one having the addict turn the tables on you for asking questions, confronting them about their addiction or telling them that they look silly.  They learn to place the blame on the non-addicted, shaming them for not providing support or for failing to believe the addict’s outrageous lies.  Then when the spouse has finally decided to draw the line, the addict/abuser, whatever you want to call them, does one of two things, or both.  Try to tell you it won’t happen again and manipulate you into staying, or, turn the tables on you, faulting the spouse — they will even try to tell you that THEIR issue is YOUR fault!

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I’d like to focus a bit on prescription drug abuse.  Everyone knows the reality of recreational drug and alcohol abuse, but Rx drug abuse has been on an exponential rise over the last years.  People think that since they are Rx the meds by their physician(s) that they are NOT addicted or abusing it.  FALSE!

The most common types of prescription drugs abused include:

  • opioids (used to treat pain),
  • benzodiazepines (used to treat anxiety and sleep disorders), central nervous system depressants and;
  • stimulants (used to treat attention deficit disorder).

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Let’s be VERY CLEAR here …. If you or a loved one takes a medicine in a way that is different from what is prescribed or as was directed , it is prescription drug abuse/misuse and yes you can be addicted!  

It could be:

  • Taking a medicine that was prescribed for someone else
  • Taking a larger dose than you are supposed to
  • Taking the medicine in a different way than you intended (crushing and snorting or injecting them) OR taking them at times for which the Rx was not prescribed  e.g.  taking sleep Rx at 6:00 PM and not for the intent of falling asleep
  • Using the medicine for another purpose, such as getting high

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This blog is very personal to me and to be honest is meant to focus less on the abuse and abuser and more on the person on the other end of it, the significant other.

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I have never ‘done’ drugs.  It’s never been my ‘thing’.  I never caved to peer pressure when I was younger and I was surrounded by them my whole life – I wasn’t even remotely tempted (I tried marijuana twice).  I have always been too paranoid and I take over the counter Rx only when absolutely needed …. my head has to be pounding like the Dickens for me to even take an Advil.  I went years living with severe insomnia, to finally ask the doctor for help so I could get 5 hours of sleep per night.  I’ve never found a thrill getting high.

Living with an addict is a roller coaster ride. When you love an addict, you spend a lot of time and energy hoping he or she will change. You put up with a lot of unacceptable behaviour, things you even considered “deal breakers” at one time.  The addict lies and makes promises that he/she doesn’t keep. They promise you the sun and the moon and that it will get better, that it’ll NEVER happen again, but it always does.  You eventually find the relationship has run its course or that the abuser hits “rock bottom”. The question is which will come first????

I stopped telling myself “if he loves me, he’ll just stop”, because the truth is if he could simply choose to stop, he wouldn’t be an addict.  Loving an addict is painful. Trust me I know.  I tried to be supportive, but was taken advantage of.  I offered help but they’d refuse.  The more I screamed, yelled or threatened, the more they’d try to blame me. I stood in the doorway of the bedroom and plead with him that I just wanted things to be the way they were.  I watched the person I fell in love with disappear right in front of my eyes … I watched long enough, that I found, I was starting to disappear too.  The person I fell in love with only showed up part of the time to the relationship. It’s like I was with someone with two personalities. I realized,  I was truly powerless over the addiction, and the love that I once had was no longer, it was tainted with resentment, anger and hurt.

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Let’s Talk About Choice …. 

Truthfully, I don’t feel the addict is choosing a thing. They are neither choosing you, nor choosing their addiction. I feel that they are in the grip of a progressive illness that gets worse, not better over time, until they hit “rock bottom”, realizes that he/she needs help or family/friends host a successful intervention.  Rock bottom looks different to each addict:  to some it may be losing their relationship/friends, their entire family,  some they’ve lost their job or a combination thereof.  Some never hit that proverbial place.

The hard truth is, there’s not much, if anything, you can do to save your addict, but not for a lack of trying! Perhaps you have tried emotional appeals, tough love, anger, tears, manipulation, and ultimatums – I tried them all.  There is a lot people do to try to “save” their addicted loved one. The sad discovery is there is nothing you can do to beat a loved one’s addiction – the addiction always wins, until THEY make the choice to want to change.

The one thing I’ve learned is that if nothing changes with love, support, interventions, offers of rehab, 2nd/3rd chances – then they aren’t likely going to change on their own (they have to want to change, I have seen people do it – it isn’t easy, but worth it) and you will have to make the decision to detach yourself or you will go down with the sinking ship.  Detaching (whether temporarily or permanently) gives you the chance to clear your head and to see the situation for what it is.

FAMILY/FRIENDS/PARTNERS: Your loved one does not need an ENABLER he/she needs HELP and this is never going to happen if their behaviour has no consequences!  The only way to force any change in an addict (they have to want it however), is for them to face consequences.

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IF YOU AREN’T SURE WHETHER OR NOT YOU ARE AN ENABLER:  an enabler is one that enables another to achieve an end; especially one who enables another to persist in self-destructive behaviour (such as substance abuse) by providing excuses or by making it possible to avoid the consequences of such behaviour.

I am not an authority on addiction, I hold no doctorates or degrees in this field.  However, what I have learned over all of my years of loving an addict leaves me feeling fairly confident in my beliefs (and these are mine).  A lot of people think they’re helping the addict when they’re actually making things worse. A user/abuser will take your love, your time and your energy, and leave you completely drained. They’ll break your heart, and they’ll break their promises, but, I do believe addicts can change their addiction and subsequently their behaviour.

The one thing I’ve learned is that addiction teaches people to be master manipulators.  The kindest and sweetest of human beings can turn into the most destructive and hurtful people where addiction is concerned. When you’re trying to support an addict, you’re inclined to want to help in ways that you would help others who are down on their luck (which I was guilty of doing to a certain degree). Many will offer money or a place to stay; some will simply be there as a friend, while others will go as far as taking in and caring for an addict’s children. These are all enabling behaviours, and they contribute to prolonging your loved one’s addiction.

*** Every time you catch them when they fall, they are reassured that you will again next time. They are keenly aware of the control their emotional and psychological over you ***

Some of you may be saying as you read this blog “how the heck could she fall for not one but two addicts?” … good point, but not necessarily truth.  I didn’t fall for them knowing they were addicts.  The one I met at the age of 16, I had no idea at that age that he would turn to drugs or alcohol, frankly I’m sure at that time nor did he ….  as for my most recent relationship, this started years after we started dating after a legitimate illness, and truth be told, it’s easier to hide when you don’t live together.

The mentality and behavior of drug addicts and alcoholics is wholly irrational until you understand that they are completely powerless over their addiction and unless they have structured help, they have no hope.”

~ Russell Brand: Actor, Comedian, Author

This blog is called My Better Life -> for you to live your best life, you will have to make difficult and heart wrenching decision along the way.  Your decisions shape the quality of life.  It is in your moments of decision that your destiny is shaped. 

Thank you and stay tuned for Part 2 in the next few days.

Please take a moment to watch the Ted Talk I posted below … it’s important to remember that people are not their disease.

Transcending addiction and redefining recovery: Jacki Hillios at TEDxBoulder
Published on Oct 30, 2013

Why are some able to transcend their addiction while others are not? What do people really need to escape the shame of their addiction and achieve sustained recovery? Jacki’s talk focuses on answering these questions and demonstrates how resilience of the human spirit intersects with social contextual factors to set the stage for those struggling with addiction to choose a pathway to health.